My next appointment, and first meeting of the doctor will be July 19th.
The ultrasound was really unusual from my percpective. The wand giving away the safety of not being seen or heard, the little bean moved around in protest from being disturbed. I saw a teency little beating mass and was told that was the bean's heart. My umbilical cord is thinner than a hair. There are two legs, two arms, a head and a body.. Very surreal looking. Very HUMAN looking. I wasn't expecting to see an outline of features, for example a face when it curled up towards the wand pressing on my stomach.. Eye sockets, nose, mouth, curve of the cheek.
When I show Ej the picture, I will then send the scanned copy that I have for you to see. I just want him to see it first. I found myself in a panic when I couldn't find the pictures when I cam home and totally started to cry. It turned out to be in the book I had put it in, but just wasn't as easy to find through the hundreds of pages. One thin photograph, so many emotions.
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